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Ponyfoal

by Ponyskull

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1.
lo and behold you will find me again in the same place that you left me and so it goes that you find me suspended from the same branch of the same tree and all my efforts go unnoticed and all my friends are in class why spill your guts if you still won't tap send? always leave me hanging on an ellipses love gets fucked up yeah, i don't recommend it you aren't really missing much, no, trust me cuz all your efforts go unnoticed and all your friends grow distant, mhm all your pleasures are second-best and all your fears persistant ba da ba....
2.
wrote a note you later ate spent the night and it felt great for a while we got along now you're the subject of all my songs all the words are lost on me at a most crucial moment all the words are lost never can quite clean my plate simple tasks tend to frustrate gotta purge my mind of doubt be much better off without all the words are lost on me at a most precious moment all the words are lost they are lost face to face with the strange truth that i never really saw you serves me not to scorn the proof you are not who i thought i knew all the words just dawn on me at a pivotal moment all the words just dawn they just dawn
3.
First Time 02:11
what have you to say for your sweet self you little boy? was it your first time? no one left to blame except myself cuz after all, it's not my first time playing all your games just like a fool because i thought you were worth my time no one wins if we don't follow rules so what's the point? each touch a war crime when you take away my vices i just miss my friends i'm sure you have great advice but it's unsolicited and you lie to fill up empty space cuz you cannot hide and you can't escape so you build your walls while i chip away now i have no doubt... you're who i was warned about
4.
All I Want 02:28
one might hope you would die the fact of life is it's long and it's hard just to get by let you know how could i all i know is to crawl til I run never break stride all i want is your freedom all i want is your time all i want is your freedom all i want... i can see in your eyes the face of a clock that you watch as we sit here and talk and minutes speed by i can heave heavy sighs but that's as far as i get you're cold and you're wet were you left outside? all i want is your freedom all i want is your time all i want is your freedom all i want all i want all i want...
5.
one careful cut in the right place and all watching eyes protrude one careless look in the wrong face and i am the dupe two frozen hands bound together your icy heart beats true two weeks alone in the desert and i am fool all these letters crowd my desk they plead with me, "be like the rest" and all the calls i will not answer from the numbers i don't know three minutes and you're asking, "just what are you looking for?" three drinks begins the cascade of always wanting more all these letters crowd my desk they plead with me, "be like the rest" and all the calls i will not answer from the numbers i don't know numbers i don't know
6.
Baited 03:03
i wait here with baited breath i have no other plans tonight will you please ask me out for a drink? i sit here with my legs crossed i'm trying to be as coy as possible and i think i'm failing oh, what's a girl to do just to get a little touch? but not too much... oh, what's a boy to prove, yeah, just to get in touch? but not too much... we made love and hated it but there's nobody else to fuck would you please slap me hard in the face? we slept in til four o'clock and by the time we finally got up the sun was setting oh, what's a girl to do just to get a little touch? but not too much... oh, what's a boy to prove, yeah, just to get in touch? but not too much... but not too much...
7.
I Wanna 01:27
i wanna meet a boy with no shame i wanna be his toy, his play thing i wanna ditch our friends and fool around til 2am i wanna meet a boy i wanna be a girl who doesn't give a fuck what you think i could rule the world if i didn't need somebody you wanna just be friends well, i would rather you were dead i don't wanna be that girl (no!) i don't wanna be that girl (girl) i don't wanna be that girl girl, girl, girl....
8.
Touch 02:08
back when i drank and you smoked touch was the only thing keeping us afloat one day i shrank when you spoke love was the only thing tearing us apart wander through the streets at night are you trying to pick a fight? packed up your bags with essentials told me you had gone a long time ago it's no surprise, i had surmised you were a ghost for quite some time... it's just hard to let go blinded by the city lights little boy, come home tonight
9.
Bad Habit 02:14
make it stop... but i can't make it stick send your love through shitty web cam pics yeah you're hard and you know i want why you gotta be so damn distant? you turn me on just to turn me down take it off, i have no time for games it's enough to drive this girl insane you're a beast, i know you can't be tamed take me please, before the passion wanes make no attempts at sentiment... but i have never seen (i have never seen) such a fine human being (such a human being) you truly are quite a sight to behold and i will write this song (i will write this song) if you could play along (if you could play along) i cannot stand to leave this tale untold we're getting old... we're getting old
10.
look to matter for the meaning from the meaning sprouts the misery on this planet we are teeming parasitical colonies i see no sign of intelligent life so let's unpack our bags and this great land we will divide i breathe no life into the earth i find it is too tedious to not just take but to provide look, a smattering of seedlings unfurl upward from the ashen soil in this moment we're conceiving can it be without blood and toil? beware, if you hold me closer i will haunt you for all of your days dining with restless martyrs and the other souls who were not saved bestow the keys to my heart upon the next eligible knave i long lost my discernment i have no concept of what i crave don't fake don't judge me don't tell me you love me take it all away from me take it all away don't make me don't touch me don't hold me stop thrusting all your pain into me i can't see and deep in the sea there is evidence of you and me oh, you and me retrospect offers the epithet human being we're only human beings

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These songs got me through a weird time, I hope they help get you through it too. All synths are played on my trusty Microkorg.

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released June 5, 2018

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by David Augustad in 2014-2015

Featuring Neil Carman playing guitar on "Crucial Moment" and "Externalities"

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